Stolen
Code |
by
Patricia Anne Smith |
Marcy dropped her pencil and
listened to his slightly
high voice spit words over her head, listened and lost the words. She
couldn't
understand how her predecessor had fallen for him, a squat, prematurely
bald
guy who liked short-sleeved sport shirts and ties displaying teddy
bears,
marching-band instruments, and cats. “Now do you
get it? That's
how it's supposed to work. That's what you'll document,” Jim, the lead
software
engineer, asserted. Marcy nodded
as Jim walked
away from her cubicle, a small private space that didn't shield her
from
neighbors’ voices and occasional computer-generated tunes. She sat down
and
looked at the skimpy design specifications she'd printed for Now two weeks
from beta and
no user interface in sight, no screen designs, and no information about
how
customers would use the new feature, Marcy was getting nervous. In an
email
message to Shakar, the programmer who
tested new
features, she wrote, “Help, help, help. What do you know about The words
“Don’t know much
about it” flashed across Marcy’s monitor, followed by another message.
“It’s
not ready for testing. I’ll tell you when I see it.” * Brad, a
junior programmer
working with Jim, slipped into the empty chair crammed next to Marcy.
“Top
secret,” he said. “I'm applying to grad school. For
an MBA.
Can you edit my essay? I mean, I want it to be perfect, no typos or
anything.” “What?” Marcy
asked. “Not so loud.
I don’t want
anyone to hear.” Brad pulled his baseball cap, with its brim in the back, a little tighter over his bushy head. “I kind of decided to do this, go to business school, more or less just so I have the degree. I mean I really want to work to protect the environment and maybe with an MBA I could get a sort of management job with a government agency or something that’s pro-environment. That’s what I tried to explain in my essay.” “What about
the tutorial,”
Marcy asked, referring to the repeatedly requested interactive tutorial
for “It's the
next thing I'll do,”
Brad replied, a claim Marcy had heard weekly, every time she asked
about the
tutorial. * Sorin, a lean, long-haired thirty-year-old
software
engineer who also worked with Jim, sauntered over to Marcy's cubicle.
“I just
quit,” he whispered to her. “I'm fed up, totally. In fact, I'm outa here right now. Today.”
“I thought
this job was okay
for you,” Marcy replied. “I mean the money's pretty good and you get to
work
the hours you want.” “I know, but
it’s really
fucking boring here and I just can't take working under that pedantic,
I'm-always-right goof ball.” “Jim?” “Yeah. Plus, I'm sure someone’s inspecting my files
and
looking at my email. I've noticed a few things—my computer shut
down,
when I left it on.
Stuff like
that.” “I can't
imagine anyone cares
about what's on your computer.” “I'm not so
sure. A friend of
mine got a strange email from me. Sent at “Jim's never
here that late.” “I don't
think it's him,
though he could’ve asked Edsel or someone
else to do
it.” “What are you
going to do
now?” “I might hang
out for a
while. Or, Linn and I might go to * Two days
later Jim pointed to
printouts of large, nude, sprawling women. “Can you believe this? I
found this
on Sorin's computer. He didn't do a thing.
Not a
single thing he said he was doing all these months. I checked his
computer,
looking for his code, and this, this is what I found. I didn't want to
print
the worst of it because I didn't want to offend anyone. Did you have
any idea?
I mean I did see you talking with him occasionally? And who would have
thought
with that little teenage girlfriend of his, that he liked big women.” “Maybe you
should call him,
at least to find out what directory his work files were in,” Marcy
replied. “I'm not
calling him. I'm
sure he just screwed around on the Internet, all those days he said he
worked
late into the evening. And now “I think
we'll need to pull
Brad off the tutorial, to finish everything Sorin
was
supposed to do." * A week later,
Erwin Dixon, the division vice-president,
scheduled an all-office
emergency meeting a little too early in the day for most employees to
attend. “ Marcy
considered the
implications—that the code
the entire
eighth floor team was developing for the reporting and processing of
clinical-trial data was stolen. According to Jim, “I don't
think so,” Jim replied.
“And just between you and me, I think I know what happened and it's not
a
pretty story. I'll bet you anything it's Sorin,
that
he saw the writing on the wall about his poor performance long before
he quit.
I bet he sold the code to EndOne.” “I can't
imagine he would
have done something like that. Like you, and everyone else here, he
never had
any information to give me for the nonexistent user guide that I still
need to
write. He's lazy—that's his problem, but he'd never do anything like
sell the code.” “Don't be so
sure. You saw
what we found, all those illegally downloaded programs and files on his
computer,” Jim argued. “That’s
totally different.
I'm sure he wouldn't have sold the code. I know he's very idealistic.” “Idealistic,
my ass. He didn't even
vote in the
last election. Anyway, I'm going to start investigating. Brad and I
already
downloaded and installed the new EndOne
demo and
we'll document all the similarities.” Marcy
shrugged. She had more
important things to worry about—like when one of the developers was
going to
give her the source material for the new features so she could begin to
update
the user guide and put it out for review, so she wouldn't need to work
day and
night and all weekend before the release deadline. And, the
evening and weekend
work had to stop. She needed to be free to keep an eye on Janey,
her 17-year-old daughter, a senior in high school, an honors student,
who had
inexplicably fallen in love with the most unsuitable boy imaginable, an
inarticulate junior college drop-out who seemed to change jobs every
few weeks.
After Marcy refused to let him move into the small three bedroom house,
which
they also shared with her youngest daughter Kristin, Marcy learned that
Janey had found a room for Roger in a
flat with some
college kids. She suspected that Janey was
footing
the bill, with money she earned from an after-school filing job. “And he's not
even good
looking,” Marcy had commented to Carmen, before Carmen spread the story
to
everyone else in the office. * An urgent
email message
jolted Marcy. “Mandatory Saturday session for
analyzing EndOne similarities to our
software. This means
everyone, even if you didn't work on Marcy opened
her instant
messaging program and typed a message to “See what you
can do about
changing them. If you can't change them, you can come in on Sunday. We
must
have this completed first thing Monday morning. This whole thing has
escalated
to the top of the corporate hierarchy. We must identify similarities
ASAP.” “I can't do
it either day,”
Marcy complained to Carmen. “Me either,”
Carmen said. “I
mean like I have a life and they can't just tell me on Thursday that I
don't
have a life on Saturday and Sunday. I have all this stuff to do.” “We could
just not show up,”
Marcy commented. “Oh sure,”
Carmen replied. “I think if
we make a form
now, Jim and the rest of the guys can plop their information into the
form.
They don't need us. I'll ask Jim what he thinks.” Marcy quickly
created a table
with the column headings Alsace Software Feature, Similar EndOne Feature, and Comments. Jim wandered
up to her desk,
munching half a chocolate donut, dropping crumbs on the carpet near her
chair.
“I can't come on Saturday either. I think Shakar,
Brad and Edsel can do it all themselves.
They're big
boys.” “What are you
doing
Saturday?” Marcy asked. “Going to “You're back
together again?” “We're just
friends. She got
a new computer and I'm helping her set it up.” Marcy often
wondered about
Jim and Emma, her predecessor, the woman who had occupied Marcy’s
cubicle for
the previous five years. One day Marcy found a directory containing
Emma's
resume, drafts of cover letters to other companies, and text files
containing
personal messages to and from Jim and, much to Marcy’s surprise, from Sorin. Marcy, who had no qualms about reading
anything on
her computer, surmised that Emma was sleeping with both of them and Sorin knew about Jim, but Jim didn't know about Sorin. When Marcy
had asked Carmen
why Emma wanted to move to “I was just
curious. Did she
just call you and ask you to help with the computer?” Marcy asked,
amazed that
the words came out so quickly. “I hadn't
seen her in quite a
while,” Jim explained, not noticing Marcy’s qualms. “Then around the
time Sorin left, I found something of
hers, so I decided to take
it up to her.” “What did you
find?” “Oddly
enough, some CDs I'd
given her. I found them in Sorin's desk,
definite
evidence of his sticky fingers. I'm sure he just took them off her
desk. By the
way, don't let him anywhere near your daughter. He's not the one to
divert her
from lover boy.” “Janey
wouldn't be interested in anyone that old.” “Don't count
on it. Sorin's supposed girlfriend, you
know the Vietnamese one
who works at the Romano Cafeteria, is only nineteen.” “Okay,” Marcy
replied. “I'm
warned.” “Anyway,
don't bother about
this weekend. I'll tell * “What are you
doing this
weekend?” Carmen asked, as she and Marcy walked out of the building at
the end
of the day. “Nothing
much. Cleaning, errands,
taking Krissy to soccer practice.” “If you want,
you could come
with me to a party my cousin is having. She’s single and so are a lot
of her
friends.” “No thanks.” “I mean like
this might be an
opportunity to meet new people, new guys.” “I have
enough going on in my
life now,” Marcy archly replied. “Okay. Have a
good evening,”
Carmen concluded as they turned the corner, seconds before Marcy darted
across
the street, muttering, "fuck, fuck," under her breath. * That night
Marcy sat at her
kitchen table alone, eating leftover tuna casserole. Kristen was
spending the
night with a friend and Janey was in her
room
sulking. “Don't bother me. Leave me alone,” Janey
shouted when Marcy knocked on her door to tell her dinner was ready. “Where's
Roger?” Marcy asked. “I'm not his
boss,” Janey hissed. After eating
and washing up,
Marcy finished reading the newspaper, completed half the crossword
puzzle, and
picked up the novel she was reading. Half asleep a few pages later, she
heard
the front door quietly open and close. She jumped up, trotted to the
window,
and pulled the curtain far enough back to see Janey
get in her car and drive off. Marcy knew
she shouldn't do
it, but decided to peek in Janey's room,
look for any
obvious clues about her state of mind. She tiptoed over to Janey's
desk. The computer was off and next to it, atop several spiral-bound
notebooks,
was a stack of textbooks: world history, economics, English literature.
Tuxedo, the twenty-pound black and white cat was
curled up
like a big lima bean on the bed near the pillow. Then Marcy noticed a
mashed up
paper ball on the floor. She picked it up, straightened it out, and
found a
pink-penciled sketch of a heart with the text “Janey
loves Roger” and “Roger loves Janey”
written some ten
times around it, in pale blue and green letters. * “It's exactly
the same. When
we came in on Saturday, I ended up doing most of the checking myself,”
Brad
whispered to Jim and Marcy in the coffee room the next Monday morning.
“Turns
out Shakar had to work on a custom program
we’re late
in delivering. He had to finish it cuz
he’s going to “That doesn't
prove
anything,” Jim said. “Well, he's
the only one who
might have a motive, kind of like what you see in detective stories.
His wife
is this big gambler, always embarrassing him and losing money at the
casinos. I
heard him tell someone he didn't know what to do about it. Also he
spends a lot
of money, like on that gas-guzzling SUV that he doesn’t need. He could
care
less about global warming.” “I still
don't think he'd do
such a thing,” Jim said. “Personally, I think it's
Sorin. In fact, it wouldn't surprise
me if he's working at EndOne or trying to
get a job there now.” “Sorin's
too sloppy to carry off something like that. I sit near Edsel
and I know he's sly.” “Did you tell
“No, I'm not
a snitch. I
mean, I'm just telling you so you can think about it, since you're the
lead
developer and everything,” Brad concluded as he left the room seconds
before
Carmen breezed in. Jim repeated
what Brad
thought, reiterating his own belief in Sorin's
probable culpability. “No one here
is sweeter than Edsel,” Carmen said. “And,
he always works day and night
for this company. He would never have done such a thing.” “I agree,”
said Jim, as he
filled his dirty coffee mug with fresh coffee. After Jim
left, Carmen
commented, “Jim never liked Sorin. He
won't admit it,
but I think he found out Emma was also seeing Sorin.
I mean like Emma hired Sorin to tutor her
son in math
just when Jim had to go to “Some of his
clothes are
still here. We found them in Sorin's file
cabinet. I
told Jim to just give them to the homeless shelter,” Marcy said. “Also,
I meant
to tell you, Mr. Dixon wanted to talk to me about the EndOne
business. He wanted to know if I had any ideas about what might have
happened.” “Yesterday I
heard someone
say they thought our marketing guru, Greg, might have sold the
information.” “Greg?” Marcy
asked,
astounded. “He's as much in the dark as we are.” “Not quite. I
mean he's the
one who’s always campaigning for new features, saying he can’t sell a
piece of
crap like Version 2.0. And, he's like this upscale guy, who plays golf
and
lives in a fancy townhouse.” * Jim trotted
up to Marcy in
the hall. “I’m almost finished reviewing the new manual. It looks
pretty good.
I just have a few things to change. I’ll give you my comments later.” “Okay.
Thanks.” “Do you
remember when you
were so worried about not catching on when we first hired you? Well,
you’re
doing just great,” Jim said as he continued toward the bank of
elevators. * Marcy
cringed every time she thought of that interview—Dixon talking at her,
uttering
the sentence “We need someone to hit the ground running” over and over,
while
failing to ask her anything about her past experience. Too scared to
fully take in Dixon's birdlike features, she mostly recalled his
gold
watch, the diamond ring on his right little pinkie, and a thick, wide,
gold
wedding ring. Only after she’d been working for awhile and crossed his
path a
few times did she notice that he had dull blue eyes and long strands of
graying, light brown hair combed over his bald spot. After
talking at her for thirty minutes about how he expected innovation and
thinking
outside the box, While
Carmen smiled encouragingly, Jim quizzed her. Could she work quickly?
Was she
okay about working long hours to meet a deadline? And how did she
handle
deadlines at her previous job, a job that dematerialized when the
company
manager had laid everyone off just before the company collapsed in a
sea of
debt. “You were lucky you got your last paycheck,” Marcy’s friends had
commented. Standing
up after the interview, Marcy noticed the top two buttons of her
six-year-old
white blouse—she had bought it for her previous round of job
interviews, and
thought it went well with her new maroon pant suit—had popped open.
She could
see part of her bra, part of her breasts. Marcy rushed into the
restroom,
locked herself in a stall and sat on the lid of a toilet, slowly
redoing the
buttons, then trying to relax, attempting to recall the words her yoga
teacher
always repeated during the relaxation period at the end of the class. When
she emerged from the restroom, she found Carmen waiting. “I tried to
tell you,”
Carmen said, pointing to Marcy’s blouse. “That’s what I was thinking
when I
asked if you wanted to take a five-minute break before meeting with the
three
of us.” Mortified,
Marcy cringed. “It was okay this morning when I got dressed,” was all
she
managed to reply. “Don’t
worry. None of us care about that stuff. Mr. Dixon is the only one here
who
dresses up.” Marcy
remembered that Jim smiled a lot, really too frequently when
questioning her.
Much to her surprise, * “I’m
a slow learner,” Marcy had confessed to Carmen the first day on the job. “Don’t
worry. We all are. Jim and Brad are real
patient and
laid back. Anyway, today, all you need to do is read the Getting
Started
book for our core suite of PC products. Also, Brad is going to show you
how to
use our custom email program, and tomorrow Jim will give you a demo of
the
stuff you’ll be writing about. And we’re all taking you to lunch today.
Even Sorin, who
usually gets here so
late he doesn’t eat lunch. But Mr. Dixon isn’t coming. It’s beneath him
to hang
out with us worker bees.” A
few hours later Marcy looked at containers of dal,
basmati
rice, curried chicken, mixed vegetables, and nan at the nearby Indian buffet
restaurant, a
favorite place for group lunches. Jim walked behind her in the
cafeteria line,
commenting on the spiciness of each item, then
telling
the cashier he was paying for her lunch as well as his. “Does
Emma like her new job?” Brad asked. “Too
soon to tell,” Jim replied, before explaining to Marcy that Emma was
who she
was replacing. “I
know. Mr. Dixon told me,” Marcy said. “He
was pissed she didn’t give more notice, but hey, a great opportunity
came up
for her,” Jim said, adding “She’s more or less my girl friend.” Marcy
relaxed. Maybe she’d just imagined Jim was constantly staring at her. * “The more I
think about it,
the more I’m convinced that Emma copied the code and sold it. Why else
would
she have left so suddenly. And I think Jim
knows it,
but is covering for her,” Carmen said. Marcy stared
back blankly. “And he's so
sloppy. Emma
could easily have copied everything on his hard drive and sold all the
files. Sorin and Brad both told me that
sometimes when Jim works
late, he plays games, and until recently, never shut his computer down
at
night. Also, his desk is so messy. All those stacks of papers and those
towering piles of CDs he listens to while he works. He’s had an old
piece of
pizza on a small paper plate on top of one of his piles of paper for
weeks. “Emma was
always so neat and
clean. I don’t know how she could have stood him for so long. In her
house,
everything has its place. Last year she started a book club. I went
once. She
asked someone there not to put her purse and books on her super-clean
Oriental carpet, that she liked to look at
it, unadulterated without
anything on it. She makes everyone who comes over take off their shoes.” Marcy
laughed. “I can just
picture Jim coming in out of the rain, dripping, and dropping his
take-out food
packages.” “Nobody here
could understand
why he was so crazy about her,” Carmen said. * Later, in the
coffee room, Edsel, wearing a
short-sleeved black sports shirt that
matched his black Mohawk-styled hair, smiled at Marcy and Carmen as he
poured
coffee into his clear glass mug. “It’s nothing. I’m sure there’s
nothing to
this.” “He’s a real
sweetie,” Carmen
whispered to Marcy as soon as left the room. “And, if I was a bit
younger and
single, I’d be drooling over him or maybe even Brad. And that reminds
me. Some
of the guys here were wondering if you have a boyfriend. I mean like
you never
say anything about it or about going out.” Stunned,
Marcy looked up, then
walked to the coffee pot and poured a little more coffee into her
souvenir “I was just
curious. I hope
you don’t think I’m prying or anything,” Carmen continued. “No,” Marcy
finally replied.
“It’s just this isn’t the right time. I mean this is a relatively new
career
for me and I still have a lot to learn and I have the girls at home.” * Marcy read
her instant
message from Brad. “Sorry to bother you, but do you have a couple of
minutes?” “Maybe
later,” Marcy typed. “This will be
really short. I
promise. Could I meet you in the conference room?” “Okay.” Marcy
followed Brad into the
conference room and shut the door. “I’ve been thinking about my essay
and am
totally redoing it,” Brad explained. “I’m pretty
busy now,” Marcy
replied. “I’ll just
have a few new
paragraphs to give you. You know I really appreciate your help. In
fact, I'm
planning to take you to lunch when we're finished. Maybe
next
week. Money is no object. “Also,
someone told me some
people here think I either sold information to EndOne,
or let them in. Not so. Definitely not true. As you know, I could care
less
about “I haven’t
heard anyone say
they thought it was you,” Marcy interjected. “I think it's
awfully
peculiar that Jim is so quick to blame Sorin,”
Brad
continued. "Sorin was like me. He didn't
care
that much about anything here. Jim thinks Sorin
is
working at EndOne. I doubt it. Someone
told me Sorin went to * Two weeks
later Sorin slipped into the empty chair
between Marcy and Carmen
and opposite Brad at Crepe Louis, a few blocks from the office. “ “You should
see what's
happened since you left,” Carmen commented. “I'm happy
not thinking about
that place.” Carmen told Sorin the saga of the stolen software, being
careful to
omit Jim's suspicions, but concluding, “There are all kinds of theories
about
who might have let in an EndOne spy or who
might have
sold the code to someone at EndOne.” “Sounds like
a television comedy,” Sorin laughed. “I
think I'll get into
a different
kind of business altogether.” “Like what?” Marcy asked. “Oh,
anything,” Sorin shrugged. “I talked to
Emma and she knows of a few
jobs, but I don't know. I'm not quite ready to work yet. I've gotten
used to
sleeping late.” “You always
did,” Brad
replied. “Yeah. But now I don't have to get up and go
anywhere.” “What about
money?” Carmen
asked. “I moved out
of my apartment
before I left. My things are with different friends, so I don't need
that much
money.” “Someone at
the office, not
one of us here, thought you sold the code,” Carmen said. Sorin laughed heartily. “I bet I know who. Ever
since that
little weasel found me in Emma's bed when he returned a day early from “He what?” Carmen asked. “It was
great. It was a
Saturday morning. Mike, Emma's son, was with his father, so we were
sleeping
late and suddenly there was all this banging on the door. Emma thought
Mike was back and needed something. When she
opened the
door, Jim just flew in, right into the bedroom. Said he took a red-eye
flight
so he could see her for a day before going back to work. Emma was
pissed and
said he should have called first and not barged in. “Me and Emma
have an
understanding,” Sorin added. “I'm like a
friend to
her, spending time, but not getting in her way. We're kind of alike,
even if
we’re in different generations. Not that you could tell Jim anything
like
that.” “What did you
do then?”
Carmen asked. “Nothing. He stormed out of the house just after he
saw me. I
heard that he once asked Shakar to check
files on my
computer one weekend and not tell anyone what he was doing. So, do you
think
he's going to subpoena me?” “No,” Brad
replied. “There's
no proof of anything, and we've all heard accusations about other
people.” “Well, I'd
recommend
investigating Jim. Maybe he did it deliberately to try to get back at
me. Emma
said he's still crazy about her, even though she's now getting back
together
with her ex-husband.” “Doesn’t he
work at EndOne?” Carmen asked. “He used to,"
Sorin replied nonchalantly. "Whether
he still does, I
couldn't say." * Marcy looked
up at an instant
message from Brad. “Jim’s snoring. He’s driving me crazy.” “I guess he’s
tired,” Marcy
typed in response. “He said he’s been working late.” “I never
believe what he says
and couldn’t care less.” “I’m working
on something.
Bye,” Marcy typed. “Actually,
I’ve been thinking
more about my essay, the one for graduate school.” Brad replied. “Maybe
I
shouldn’t include my real feelings. Maybe they’ll think I’m too
liberal. What
do you think?” “I don’t have
a clue. I’ve
never been to business school and have no desire to do so. But now that
you’re
asking, I think you probably are more liberal than the MBA stereotype.” “I want to
get there and
shake things up. But maybe my essay isn’t quite right and I won’t get
in. I
think we might need to tone it down some.” “Don’t forget
the tutorial.
We need to have it ready for the sales team to take to the user
conference next
month.” “I was
temporarily pulled off
that. Remember? To compare our software to EndOne’s
purloined product.” “I thought
you finished that
last week?” “Mostly. Then I had other stuff to do. Also, and
don’t tell
anyone I told you this.” “Okay.” “I heard rumors that this company is for sale. So, why get stressed out finishing something that might not be needed.” * Late the next
day, Jim
stretched out on the old, cat-clawed, lime green couch he once bought
for the
break room. Lying on his back, he looked up as Marcy walked in. “I’ve
been
tired lately,” he commented. “Working too
much?” Marcy
asked. “I don’t
know. I haven’t
taken any time off in two years, not since I went to “I heard
rumors that this
company might be sold,” Marcy said. “Someone’s
always starting
those rumors, just to stir things up and make us nervous or make us
think we
have to work twice as hard as we usually do in order to keep our jobs.” * After a
design-review meeting
a few days later, Brad accompanied Marcy to her desk. “Someone searched
my desk
last night,” he whispered. “The copy of my essay that you edited was
moved from
under a pile to the middle of my desk.” “Are you sure
you didn’t
mistakenly move it?” Marcy asked. “No way. I always keep stuff like that hidden. And I
think it
was Edsel. He doesn’t like me, and he’s
pissed that we’re
paid the same, but he has harder assignments and has to work a lot
more. I
heard him tell someone on the phone that he didn’t think it was fair.” “You should
just take it home
and work on it there.” “I never have
time at home
and I usually have extra time here. I think I’ll just stay here late
tonight
and definitely finish it.” * That night,
Marcy woke up in
the middle of the night, startled, then relieved as she realized she
was in her
slightly lumpy bed, surrounded by her two mahogany dressers, photos of
her
daughters, and a framed painting of tall, majestic golden aspens on a
Colorado
Rocky Mountain slope, her best-ever thrift-store purchase. She tried to
recall the
details of her dream, that she was running around an enormous white
building
trying to find a door, a way back in. And before that, someone who
seemed to be “I need to
ask Jim if anyone
thinks I sold the code or gave it away,” she told herself, vowing to
write the
thought down. Now wide
awake, Marcy pushed
herself out from under her sheets and blankets, slipped on her faded
terrycloth
bathrobe and walked into the living room. “Do you think they’d fire
me?” she
asked her curled-up, sound-asleep tomcat. “They need a scapegoat.”
Marcy
watched Tuxedo, his ears twitching in his sleep. * Marcy sat
cross-legged on the
coffee-colored carpet under her desk, took a cheese sandwich out of her
black
Museum of Modern Art tote bag, and started eating, ignoring her ringing
phone. Jim
approached her desk,
initially not seeing her, then looking down
at her in
amazement. “Hiding?” he asked. “It’s lunch
time,” Marcy
replied. “I wanted a change of scenery.” “Okay. I’ll
come back later.” “Actually,
there’s something
I wanted to ask you,” Marcy said. “Should I sit
in your chair?” “If you
want,” Marcy replied,
as Jim dropped into her chair. “Okay. Shoot.” “I’ve been
wondering. I mean
you think Sorin sold the code, Brad thinks
Edsel sold it. I don’t think I’ll say
what Carmen thinks,
but it’s like everyone thinks someone else sold it or left the door
unlocked.
Does anyone think anyone else might have done it?” “I’m sure
someone thinks I
sold it, since I’m the one who started developing it, but no one has
said that
to me. It’s really kind of silly to worry about it when you’re eating
your
lunch.” “I suppose.” “I never
thought of this, but
a lot could go on under a desk. I guess you could even spend the night
there,”
Jim commented. “Not me. No
way I’d want to breathe carpet fumes and
the same old stale air
all night. It’s not healthy to be in a building like this, where the
windows
don’t open.” “I’ve worked
in buildings
like this for years and it hasn’t affected me.” “How do you
know?” Marcy
asked. “If it has, I
don’t know the
difference. Why are you eating there instead of outside or in the break
room?” “I guess I’m
just crazy.” “Are you
going to Edsel’s barbeque on Sunday?” “I doubt it,”
Marcy replied.
“I mean I don’t want to spend Sunday listening to the same old things
everyone
talks about all week.” Jim laughed a
slightly
nervous laugh as he leaned back in the chair. “Do you like working
here?” Marcy
shrugged. She didn’t
know if Carmen, who sat in the cubicle just beyond her, separated from
her by a
six-foot gray flannel divider, was back from lunch, and, if so, if she
could
hear every word of this conversation. “It’s okay, I guess, though a
little more
stressful than I expected,” Marcy said in a low voice. * Lying on the
sofa, in front
of the television, aware of images and words zipping past her and
hearing
Kristen’s occasional comments about a not-very-interesting teenage
romance/adventure story, Marcy suddenly jolted up. “What, mom?” “Nothing. I just need to call someone at work.” “Can’t you
think about
anything else?” “Sometimes I
do try,” Marcy
said, before rushing into the bedroom, shutting the door, and dialing
Jim’s
number. “I hate to
bother you at
home.” “You’re not
bothering me. I
was just sitting here doing something stupid, video games, kid’s stuff,
by
myself.” “This whole EndOne business is really bugging me. Everyone's
suspicious
about someone else. I mean I think it’s really gotten out-of-hand. Like
I said
this afternoon, I’ve heard suspicions about everyone. And, well, I
imagine
someone probably thinks I sold the code or left the door open. I guess
that’s
what I meant to ask you today.” “You’re too
new. No one
suspects you.” “I wasn’t so
sure when I
talked with Mr. Dixon. I mean, like why did he want
to
talk to me and not Carmen. I know my six-month review is coming up, but
he
seemed to have a need to spend twenty minutes reminding me about it. So
after
talking about that and also reminding me to make a list of my
accomplishments,
he just talked on and on about company confidentiality and EndOne’s
gaining the market edge because of someone’s sloppiness. And he wanted
to know
what I thought of different people in the company. It was really
creepy.” “Maybe he
thought someone
confided in you and he could get you to blurt out something new. No one
around
here would confide in Carmen.” “I left
feeling that someone
might have blamed me. I mean he really was looking at me in a funny
way.” “Don’t worry.
If anyone
blames you, they’ll have me to contend with. I’ll quit and go somewhere
else,
even EndOne, if they attempt to fire you
or anyone
else unjustly.” “Still, the
whole atmosphere
is just too weird. I was thinking since you’re lead engineer and sort
of in the
middle between us and management, maybe you could let them know that
some
people are bugged by all the negativity, and it’s affecting
productivity.” “The truth is
the accusations
are flying around so freely, I just don’t remember who said what. Isn’t
this
fun? I love little conspiracies.” “Not me,”
Marcy replied. “I
like things to be stable and organized. I need to know where I’m at and
where
everyone else is at.” “Are you home
alone?” “Krissy’s
here, watching a video. I’m getting sick of all of those too. Anyway, I
don’t
want to keep you.” “You can call
me any time you
want. And, don’t worry. Unlike some people, I never tell anyone else
anything I
think is confidential.” “Yeah, I sort
of figured
that. Maybe that’s why I called you.” Marcy
returned to the living
room, sat in her comfortable, old blue armchair and watched Kristin
stretch
languorously. Tall and slim like her father, the charming, but
penniless actor
who had left Marcy years ago, Kristen was still content staying home
and
watching movies. Marcy sighed and picked up the Elizabeth George
mystery she
had started reading the previous evening. * On Friday,
Marcy agreed to
have a drink with Jim after work, at Omaha Joe’s, a bar a block away. As they
walked, Jim mentioned
several movies he wanted to see, then
remarked,
“Actually, there’s something I’ve been thinking about. I was kind of
wondering
if you might want to go to a movie or do something, maybe on Sunday or
next
weekend.” Marcy
hesitated, then said, “Just as a friend. I
mean, we work together and I
prefer just being friends with people at work.” “Yeah. I understand.” As soon as
they entered the
dark, crowded bar, Marcy and Jim spotted Greg sitting alone at the
counter,
talking on his cell-phone, a drink in from of him. “Oh shit. I hope he
doesn’t
see us,” Jim said, seconds before Greg waved and motioned them over. They
approached Greg, then scooted up onto
stools next to him, as he covered his
phone with his hand. “Hey, it’s on me,” Greg said before returning to
his
conversation. “. . . Let me address that one. We’ve been asked the same
question many times.” Marcy,
sitting between Greg
and Jim, turned to Jim. “Let’s talk about something else. Not work.” “Suits me
fine,” Jim replied. “They
withdrew the other
offer,” Greg continued. “The four sixty-three is all that’s available.
. . I do
hear what you’re after. . . Hey, I see I have an appointment now. I’ll
send you
the information and call you back next week.” Greg looked
toward Marcy and
Jim, then concluded his call. “Great. And
have a good
weekend.” “Don’t get me
started on what
that’s about,” he said to Marcy, before motioning to the bartender.
“Like I
said, it’s on me. How about if we get a pitcher?” “Sure,” Jim
replied. Marcy
nodded in agreement. Greg placed
his cell phone
near the wrap-around sunglasses on the counter in front of him, as Jim
asked,
“Have you heard what’s gone on?” “What
about?” “The EndOne
stuff,” Jim said. “Of course. It was my idea. I knew EndOne
was working on something that would more fully automate the reporting
process
and our customers kept asking if we were going to do that. I don’t have
a clue
why their product looks like ours, but it’s out already. So if ours
comes out
exactly the same, it’ll look like we stole it from them. I’ve been telling
you customers wanted this for several years. It doesn’t
take a genius to
see we’re behind in the marketplace.” “How did you
know EndOne was working on something?”
Marcy asked. “Hell, I knew
it two years
ago. Once, at a party at Emma’s, when she and her ex-husband Randy were once
again attempting to get back together, Randy alluded to it. Remember
when I
suggested that someone look into it?" Jim nodded vaguely and Greg
continued, "Personally, I don’t care who got what, where. We just need
to
make sure what we sell works. If things
don’t pick up
and I can’t make a good living selling this stuff, I’m bolting.” * Marcy sat
opposite Jim at a
window table in a hotel restaurant a few blocks from the beach. “I
don’t know
why I came. I really shouldn’t have,” she said. “You said Janey
was practically living with Roger and you never see her any more and
Kristin
was with her dad,” Jim replied. “I know. But
it’s always been
my policy not to get involved with people at work.” “Don’t worry.
I’m discrete.
No one will know.” Marcy sipped
her latte,
calculating the number of vacation days she had remaining in the year,
an
amount diminished by three, coincidentally taken at the same time Jim
had
scheduled his time off. “It’s not
exactly romantic. Construction next door.
Guys drilling on the sidewalk,
noise, dust in the air,” Marcy said, before spreading orange marmalade
on her
slightly warm croissant. “The guys
working in here all
speak French,” Jim said. “Just pretend you’re in “Only one
seems to speak
French and he must be the owner or manager.” Marcy paused, then
asked, “Do you think we’ll all be fired if “I doubt it.
But, let’s talk
about something more pleasant. I don’t want to think about work when
I’m on
vacation.” “Okay. Then,
here’s something
I’ve been wondering. Well, no, never mind.” “You mean you
want to know
about me and Emma?” Marcy nodded. “She was this
amazing ball of
energy and could do all kinds of things at once, really too many: work,
raise
kids, constantly clean her house, run marathons, juggle guys. I didn’t
like
that. I want to be with someone just interested in me. And I shouldn’t
have
listened to her about the EndOne stuff.” “What?” Marcy
asked. “Greg was
right. EndOne developed their code first.
Emma was always telling
me what they were doing. One day I was flipping through some magazines
of hers
and I found a summary design document Randy wrote about their product.
It was
supposed to be a top-secret document, but I read it while Emma was
taking a
bath. Anyway, I thought about it and could see how really clunky and
ugly their
design was and came up with some ideas for something similar, but
different,
with a much better architecture. Then I asked Edsel
and Sorin to help develop my ideas and do
some
preliminary coding.” “And you
didn’t check
carefully enough to make sure it really was different?” “I thought
what I designed
was quite different, and also much better. What EndOne
came out with, to my shock, was pretty close to what I designed. It
didn’t at
all resemble what was in the summary I read. I swear that’s true.” “Why did you
blame Sorin?” “Sorin
seemed the most likely guy to have let someone in or to have left plans
somewhere. He was never very careful. Plus I didn’t want The drilling
stopped. Marcy
picked up her latte and continued sipping it, looking at Jim. “Don’t worry,
honey,” Jim
said as he reached for her hand. “Next year at this time, we’ll all be
working
on something else and no one will remember this.” |